Why do brains focus on defeat so much?
You relive the failures
Over and over
Trying to fix the error
Knowing nothing can be done
I thought I would perform so well,
But timed exams are stressful –
And I guess my mind goes blank for some parts.
It’s hard not to feel embarrassed because I already work in the field so should be acing the in-person tests, showing off my skills.
I do know what I’m doing. It’s the environment that is setting me off.
Stick with your gut instinct as it’s often been right!